Blog Post #38

Deep contemplation

As I mentioned in my previous post, being on holiday gives me a chance to get away from daily distractions, but at the same time my brain seems to go into deep dive mode on things that concern me. I’ll chat about a few of these here and you maybe (or maybe not), recognise them as things that you too have pondered from time to time.

Ever since the first time I picked up a camera, I wanted my photos to be the best. I would devour magazines and go to the library (the internet had not been invented yet), and pour over books looking for technique tips and inspiration. It seemed that there was a lot to take in on the technical side but what would I photograph? Do I shoot everything and anything? Do I concentrate in one genre? I tended to be in the camp of the former at first and had a stab at most forms of photography. I then migrated to the later and documentary/street photography has been my passion for some time now. It still eludes me though as to what makes a great photo and how it manages to get published or win awards. The subjectivity in photography, and most art forms, is a minefield. I took some magazines on holiday with me (mainly B&W Magazine and RPS Journals), and had a good peruse of their contents. There were images in both publications that had me thinking “why?”. I would never have contemplated taking that shot never mind sharing it, but here it was printed in a premium photography magazine. Most of the shots that had me confused fell into what could be called “Fine Art” photography and produced by highly qualified people who feel passionately about what they are doing. It got me wondering if publishers or editors review the CV or qualification levels of those submitting images before they chose them for the publication or is there still hope for the many self taught amateurs doing great work?

 

As I have got older I have realised that there is too much sand in the bottom of the hour glass to get worked up about such things. I am quite content now building my website, publishing a few zines and selling prints. I will continue taking the photos that I want to take and that satisfy me. Magazines can print all the fine art guff they like, judges can select the images they are expected to select in order to stay contemporary. I refuse to let them annoy me any more.

 
 

The other thing I was contemplating was, what is going to happen to all my hard work when I head to the big darkroom in the sky? I have a large negative archive and boxes of prints, a lot of which I had made high quality digital scans of. I also have all of my digital images on backed up hard drives. What will happen to my website if the family don’t pay the annual subscription? Is it even worth preserving? I am particularly proud of my B&W negative archive as it contains a lot of work that documents Glasgow in particular during the 1970s and 80s. I would hate for that to get lost or even be chucked in a skip. My daughters haven’t shown any interest in photography as they are busy getting on with their own lives now but recently I made a will. Along with the official legal and financial instructions, there was a book that I could fill in containing my wishes on what I would like to happen at the service and to any material possessions I leave behind. Maybe there is a way I can put some instructions in there and hopefully care will be taken with my body of work.

It was also suggested to me that I should contact the museums in Glasgow and offer my collection to them. Well I did this and they said they would be delighted to do so. On the other hand I have also been advised not to do this as my work will be consigned to a basement somewhere and never see the light of day again. So what do I do? One train of thought says why worry, you will be dead anyway so it wont affect you, but on the other hand I don’t want it all to disappear and would like it to stay in the family.

There is one other solution, stop going on holidays and letting my brain go into overdrive!

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